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fem Kanato Sakamaki
"I want the world to go away,I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake"
#diabolik lovers#diahell#yui komori#reiji sakamaki#ayato sakamaki#shu sakamaki#laito sakamaki#diabolik lovers headcanons#kanato sakamaki#dl headcanons#dl moodboards#the yassification of the triplets#shes infinitely cooler than the actual kanato#i cant believe im actually posting again#Spotify
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oh yeah i forgot to post this here too
#can you believe this is the first time im drawing actual drone nori and not cori#hopefully you cant cause it is#i think im Getting A Grip on my artstyle again#hopefully#headcanon nori never got her right glove back after getting it cut off so she only has the left one#its small but let me have this#she is a gamer. and she respawned. perfect#not as intricate as my other posts but im tired and dont have many ideas bite me#art#murder drones#murder drones nori#yeah thats about it for relevant tags i think
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it doesn't feel real to me fellas. but I don't have time to sit by and chat and unload unfortunately so I'll just drop this and be on my way, cya kind folks very soon ✌️
not professional but I liked how his eye looked goddang it. I knew I was screwing myself but I did it anyway
#don't worry ill actually be screaming in my reblogs now and again if I dont get to make a post soon with my tremendous mound of m#messy words#guyz😫 i watched it 3 days ago and i still cant believe it happened#it's definetly cause i dropped out of the anticipation train for the last like what 5 months? just slapped me like a truck with a hand#bb jeezez christ im so happy fellas it's so goofy and best of all it feels safe(I COULD BE VERY WRONG)#ya know me tho. things in life be pretty tough so i keep my hoping and optimisim for the escapism spaces 🙏😌#anyway i can't stick around and tag ramble im afriad. if i don't come back soon#at the very least count on me during the summer!#.... but also no way im not atleast watching what everyone will be saying about this season#i have an ambition to draw something small after every episode release. so we'll see!#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#ciel phantomhive#digital art#weston college arc#black butler anime#kuroshitsuji anime#kuroshitsuji: kishuku gakkou hen
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asmo writing in his fuzzy pink diary with a glitter gel pen (idk you might have done this one before maybe thats where i got the idea 😭)
i have it was one of the first pieces i ever posted here i think!!!! so i redrew it ^_^
#Wow……. I cant believe ive had this blog for 2 yrs#ZZOK.gn#this is actually from like a month ago i just frogot to post it and foundthe file again today im so sorry
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Thinking of vlr Akane is so conflicting cuz on one hand I’m so upset that she doesn’t ever get a moment to just rest and enjoy being alive again I’m upset that she just gets deeper and deeper into this role she’s built for herself and she loses her humanity and will never ever be that girl who died in the incinerator. But on the other hand, I need her to get so, so much worse I need her to be so obsessed with perfection she has this unique ability to change the course of history and she will burn everything and everyone to the ground in the blink of an eye if it means she can "reset" and get a perfect timeline and I desperately need her to never be satisfied with anything because really, is there anything that’s worth all the damage she’s caused?
#zero escape#akane kurashiki#virtues last reward#yeahhhhh just having so many thoughts about akane and sigma and junpei and yeah im screaming eyes bloodshot#i want akane to just like post 999 just do silly shit with aoi get a cat be a gamer try to heal the best she can#and i want her to be so evil i think theres still some crimes she hasnt committed yet she should do those#i really really really want her and junpei to just beat the shit out of each other in a boxing ring. specifically post vlr#need them being old as shit throwing chairs everyone is cheering#and damn like vlr akane just cant agree with junpei on his philosophy that a life with pain is still a life worth living cuz then thatd mean#everything she did in 999 was all for naught like to accept even the bad timelines where she died as valuable...#thats a kick to the dick especially when she fought so hard to live and how her death was so unfair#except she was just a scared kid with no choice then. now whats her excuse#i just want it to be possible you know? possible that akane didnt need to do this and she couldve been happy#cuz yeah the trauma would be horrible but surely itd be better than the trauma she has now since she took that dive#i wonder if she knows that no matter what she does she’ll never erase her trauma and eventually she will have to face it#or if she actually believes she can figure it all out and win the perfect timeline and magical mental stability will happen#basically akane is avoiding therapy soooooo hard but then again who would even be her therapist#no one can possibly understand her...right?
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O-o-ohhh, O-0-ohhh~
<prev [7/7] bonus>
#tmnt mutant mayhem#out of touch turts day#okay panic over guys theyve been cured of ‘anime’#well except Donnie hes a weaboo now#Leon Ardo#Donn Atello#Raph Ael#Michael Angelo#April O’Neil#Master Splinter#oh i put this off and had a week away from this project and im so mad because this was the easiest one because its just my own style#and then some extra detail on top but the majority of the colouring was my own thing#i was going to do a bonus to post a week after but since this is a week late ill also post the bonus today#i cant believe i actually did all 7 parts#thank you to everyone who has supported me all summer#this project stopped me from doing things id regret and now life is getting good again so thank you all
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Happy One Year Anniversary to Boy King AU!!!! 🎉
Okay wait before I start talking, look at these close ups and the process!! Aren't they so beautiful aaaahhhh
Wow, can you believe it’s really been a whole entire year since my very first post about this AU? Well technically I first started talking about the statuette a day earlier, but the very first sketch was exactly a year ago!! Let us not forget the incredibly prophetic tag on that post: “also in the sense of this au i think the only ship that would work(historically accurate wise) is Vettonso.” Who knew that after that my entire life would devolve into vettonso, this specific period of history, and the lovely combo which is Boy King AU. Also wow this means it’s taken me almost a whole entire year to actually draw a joint portrait of them hahaha. I drew this sketch around the beginning of the AU, but never finished it. It’s fine though because this one is a lot better, and I’m in love with it. Took me a year to draw a couple portrait, and took me almost a whole entire month to finish said piece.
Okay let me explain this piece, which I am very obsessed with!!! I dragged the process out more than I usually would, but I’m glad, because it was so enjoyable. But also look at that fucking crown, no wonder this took almost a month. Usually I’d write like 50 paragraphs detailing the characterization. HOWEVER! I’ve spent over a month writing little bits of characterization, mostly for fun, but also in preparation for this very post. A lot of the earlier ones, I had this drawing in mind, thinking on how I could expand on the ideas I was drawing. Though there’s definitely some things I could still write about. I’ll probably continue to write more Lore a Days, but yeah, they basically amounted to this drawing where you can actually see the characterization I was talking about displayed. Anyways, here are the explanations of bits in the drawing:
First of all, this is some part of the long process of their wedding. Look at the married couple!! Look at their rings!!!
Okay, but why are there two, almost identical looking pieces?? Because look at their hands!! I talked a lot about how Fernando is the one to give out affection more easily, especially in public, where he knows he can easily fluster Seb. He’s acting all grumpy and out of it, I mean to be fair, it’s probably been such a long ceremony across weeks. But he notices Seb is out of it too, just better at keeping his smile (let’s be honest, even if he’s distracted, he’s super smug.) So Fernando catches him off guard by squeezing his hand. Before that, as you can see, Fernando is just resting his hand on Seb’s outstretched palm, like that one scene from Succession. Very: yes I’m getting married, but I’m not happy about it. The combination of Fernando refusing to even touch him more than lightly beforehand but now going full force, them being in public, and Seb already being distracted catches Seb so off guard he has to try to cover his blush with his fan. He thought Fernando was being super impolite, but now he’s the impolite one!! Getting all blushy and giggly over a simple display of affection, perhaps even ha-
So. Their crowns. Seb’s wearing the crown of Austria, because he is in fact only a king still! Also, because I really wanted to try drawing it after I wimped out of it before in this drawing. Fernando’s a king as well by the point, but the fact he’s wearing only a tiara-like hairpiece is to represent how much of an outsider he still is. At this moment, he’s just Seb’s wi- ,I mean husband, to all these guests. Of course this bitch wears a black veil instead of a white one, to signal that he’s mourning the loss of his autonomy and personhood. Don’t worry too much about his mental state though, considering he’s not depressed enough to be able to resist teasing Seb.
The fan, oh my god. Back in this era, people would gift/make fans for basically any occasion. To symbolize an event, to celebrate something, to show a story, etc etc. I wish I could have drawn something more narrative, but I think the bull vs. horse is good enough. Also you can see those same symbols on the pendants they’re wearing!! I’m so happy when I can fit irl, modern stuff like that into these drawings, it feels so clever!!
It’s so funny, I wrote a lore a day from a prompt about what they’d be like when doing a joint portrait, while I was already almost through painting a dual portrait of my own! So I got to explain some stuff like their clothing colors and poses before I even posted this. I feel very coy about that still honestly.
Hmmm what else? It feels so weird to not expand on the characterization, considering I already did it for myself weeks in advance. I can’t imagine what it’s like opening this read more, and seeing more than 10 in-text citations. Happy reading!!!
Happy anniversary to this wonderful, crazy AU that makes me download 500pg German papers about 18th century etiquette. I drew a couple pieces of fanart before this AU, but I definitely think it jumpstarted my insanity about drawing/making AUs, and literally is what made me insane about Vettonso in the first place. Remember, if I hadn’t learned about Joseph I/Charles VI, most of my blog probably wouldn’t exist in it's current form. Thank you if you’ve stuck around since the beginning, or if you’re even just learning about it now!! It’s so incredibly niche but I’ve had so much fun researching and building this world and these characterizations, and I hope you’ve enjoyed what I’ve made in the process. I hope I can draw/write many more things in the future. I think next, I’m gonna maybe open up requests. I’d like to try to either write ficlets or draw chibi comics about specific Lore a Day posts on request. I think that’d be a lot of fun, but also will probably kill me. We’ll see!! Anyways. PPlease enjoy this absolute labor of love, which is a result of a year’s worth of work.
#idk why I decided that the best time to write all that was right when I have to sleep#who cares about the race!? its boy king au day!!!!!!#waughhhhhh i cant believe its been a yearrrrrrrrr#they are my sons. my babies. borderline ocs im ngl.#i fear that one day soon imma lose my interest in f1 but then just keep posting niche fanart LMFAO#look forward to that day <3#weird to think its been an entire year and think about how much has changed since that day#im really glad ive stuck with this even though its gotten hard for me sometimes#the past month or so has been a lot more creative than i thought#and im glad it could all result in this#it was so weird drawing this over like a month#i didnt wanna finish it too soon and then dislike it when the day actually came#so thats actually why i started writing lore a day. so i could have smth creative to do in the meantime#again. ty if youve been with me since teh beginning of this and if youre just seeing this now. i love you all dearly#thank you for supporting me and this crazy idea :) it makes it 100x more enjoyable#f1#formula 1#<- SOOOOO FUNNY TO TAG THESE LMAO#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#boy king au#catie.art.
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My angel, my pride and joy, my beloved AKA the Good Hunter Ruza lmao 🧡 ft. Her Lost Chikage and her fun outfit from these screenshots! + some lil headshots of her in the Yharnam Hunter Garb, a look I also care Deeply About ✨️
#sin scribbles#bloodborne#good hunter#good hunter bloodborne#hunter bloodborne#bloodborne oc#bloodborne oc ; ruza#(ITS DONE CAN U BELIEVE IT I SURE CANT!!!!)#(yes. i repeat. this was largely inspired and enforced by me playin d/m/c5 again. LOL.)#(look.......is it my fault my favourite games happen 2 both be about monster hunters with cool swords???)#(anyways whatever AHEM *shuffles notes*)#(i do rly like ruza in the knights garb tbf its fun and flashy. especially in game where everything is dark af)#(very fun to draw. but i prefer her in the actual hunting garb so THATS WHAT WE STICKIN WITH.)#(at least for now idk my mind changes like the weather sis thats largely why i havent given her a new ref sheet)#(or posted her new bio bc tbh im cursed!!!)#(as soon as i post a ref or a bio i immediately want to change it all. so. i just wont LOL)#(if yall still curious about her u can just send an ask or a dm or smth i dont bite 😂)#(this was supposed to be a sketch sheet can u tell i lied deceived played myself to filth)#(bonus cainhurst armor look bc i love that set SOOOOO....much)#(watch out yall sin is back at it with her nonsense cloth physics again)
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Hi I’m sorry if people tell you this a lot but I need you to know I think about piplup grain entrapment all the time
i get this way more than my sense of self would predict and oh boy it makes me [flappy hands kicky feet] every time
even moreso when it's directly to me! thank you so much anon
#i guess im curious WHAT people are thinking of when they think of it 'all the time'#but yeah ive gotten a few things#actually in specific piplup forgives his father has spawned a couple VERY touching conversations#overall there's a distressing mix of responses to various piplups#some of which are sent directly to me#some of which i have to vent about elsewhere to get over#but that's very easy to ignore compared to the responses from people who clearly like. Get it#or get something from it.#either as a poetic thing or as a comedy thing#god i cant believe im saying this about piplup grain entrapment. again#not art#anonymous#i am piplup and you are the flowing grain#< that's my 'posts about piplup grain entrapment' tag for a reason
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soooo it has certainly been a while since I’ve last posted here…but ive recently got back to reading this insanely good webcomic based on the jekyll and hyde story, and wanted to make fanart of it cause i love these characters so much 😭👏👏
And i highly recommend it if you’re into gothic psychological horror/mystery! It’s called the search for henry jekyll !
#the search for henry jekyll#tsfhj#fan art#i still cant believe its actually ending ahhhh im so glad i read it again after all these years#god bless you midori this was such a good read 😭🙏#myart#traditional art#just realized this is my first tradional art post here lol
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how i survive trimax, with tomfoolery. or rather, vashfoolery.
[feel free to request panels for me to edit/clean too]
#trigunbookclub#feel free to use as you please#DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT I'VE BEEN EDITING PANELS CAUSE YEAH#can't believe we're already in trimax#DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THATA AGAIN IM WORKING ON VASHS 'iIM SO DONE' THING TO....#sobs#this is. going to break me.#quick read it awhile back but ohhhhhh. i'm so dead.#also feel free to request#actually lemme just add that to the post#ITS SUMMER SO I HAVE TIMEEEEEE#i wanna do panels of nico too...#do you guys still remember when i edited that panel of vash peeing#cause i do#i ate up vol 2 sorry#CANT WAIT FOR UR POSTS GUYS
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#didnt pass the swedish class and the teacher dediced itll be smart to inform me about this at 2am on christmas eve :))))))))))))))))))#cried only a little bit but haha merry christmas!!!#its not all lost i get to retake it in jan instead of having to like. do the whole course again but fucking hell man#whats with the timing?? couldnt she spare me until at least christmas day??????#and im gonna have to retake it before my birthday or im sure im gonna have some kind of a breakdown about it#so. not free yet i guess. hopefully ill be free next year#if hell is real its gonna be this endless fucking nightmare of a course#my post#im more pissed off than like. devastated but i cant say im NOT devastated yk#its been so hard with this and to hear NOW OF ALL TIMES that its not over?? i have to spend my holiday studying more swedish?????#well it does make me cry a little bit i cant lie#whatever im just gonna try and forget it for tomorrow at least#i cant believe the teachers like actually trying to kill me though. like what the hell
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YUTASLAUGH'S 5K AND PARKGOWONIE'S 1K FOLLOWER CELEBRATION!
YAY i can't believe my main reached 5k+ followers and 1k on my sideblog (even though i've barely been active there). thank you everyone and bots <3 to celebrate, i'm taking gif requests for both my blogs ♡ my faves are nct 127, wayv, blackpink, red velvet, and the new loona groups/soloists but feel free to also request for other groups (e.g. svt, riize, sf9, twice) - i will try my best to do all requests!
requests can be made for:
single video (mv/stage/content video/etc.) of a member (include timestamp)
idol x hair colour/style
idol/era x fancam compilation
group x outfit compilatons
any other compilations/ideas
special shout out/thank you to some of my faves @stepmom @sunghanbin @awek-s @possession1981 @bethereforme @soonhoonsol @lloveorloved @leemarkies @hvangrenjvns @naptimed @jentlemahae @yunogf @renjunniez @jsuh @rainbowrenjun @jwooyoung (and many others but i can't remember what everyone changed their users to 😭)
#i really didnt think i would continue content creating (or even posting lol) for a while last year so ahhhh#i cant believe im actually still here#thank you everyone again <333#pls send through requests hehe they will keep me occupied and hopefully make me more motivated to continue giffing#LOVE YOU ALL#n e ways nobody is online at this hour but im gonna post and go to bed 😁😁
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I mean this as a Genuine question I am not trying to be rude I’m so sorry if it comes off that way. But your post about otasune not celebrating Christmas confused me; Cant people celebrate both? Like can’t otacon be Jewish and Also celebrate christmas? I grew up around a lot of kids who did both every year couldnt they be doing it for Sunny’s sake or something? Idk again im not trying to be rude I’m just genuinely confused
ok i will say that i was jokingly exaggerating with my wording in that post i’m not saying it’s like. a flagrant mischaracterization if you want to create/enjoy content of them doing christmasy stuff you can do whatever you want. i’m not jewish myself so i can’t speak on how common it is for people to celebrate both hannukah and christmas but i think for otacon the biggest thing would be more the fact that being alone with huey (who was absolutely not doing anything. let’s be real) for over ten years + having had essentially no friends growing up means he wouldn’t have any precedent of what spending time with his loved ones during the holidays is like. i mean you could argue that he’s always wanted to find out or whatever which like. alright i guess. i just think his (probable) general apathy towards the holidays + snake having undergone a very traumatizing experience during the same time of year would mean that they just wouldn’t care. them buying presents for sunny because she read about santa claus and them going all out decorating/dressing up/cooking are two different things
#i say this as somebody whose family does Christmas Stuff. albeit less than others#sorry if i sound mad i just did not think posting that would spark debate#myne#mgs#@ the people who were being weirdly rude on that post and citing the tree easter egg in mgs4 as ‘evidence’#1. my post was ten words long please just ignore it and move on#2. the game does not take place in december#3. you don’t actually see it on the nomad when you’re there it’s just in the cargo hold when you pause#again do what you want. all im saying is i dont think mr. and mr. can’t cook are bothering with putting a tree up when one of them is#actively dying#there’s a similar easter egg for halloween and like. why would they just put a jack-o’-lantern on the floor. it’s not real it’s literally#just an easter egg#BUT IT DOESNT MATTTERRRR THIS DOESNT MATTER I CANT BELIEVE IM ARGUING THIS THIS IS THE LEAST SIGNIFICANT CLAIM YOU COULD BOTHER FIGHTING#SOMEONE ON. ITS POINTLESS. WHY WERE THEY SO MAD AT ME I DONT UNDERSTANDDDDD#sorry anon not @ you#asks
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why is it the second I post a fic, my brain starts spiraling and I convince myself Ive actually just posted something so badly written and incomprehensible that I should delete my whole account and never write ever again? why does this happen every fucking time?
i read the damn piece like 30 times. I wrote the damn thing. I know the sentences have structure and the story is able to be parsed. why is it I believe my self-perception is so skewed that i've gaslit myself into thinking the thing I just spent for fucking ever on is legible to normal people and is not, in fact, the offensive ramblings of a squirrel stepping on a keyboard?
the answer is imposter syndrome and severely low confidence but I wish this wasn't a fight every time I post fanfic that only somewhat concludes when someone pops in and says 'hey, this was legible and comprehensive and not the worst thing i've read :)'.
#jacq writes#every time. every single time#I post the thing and immediately decide actually I'm wrong and I've posted something unbearably horrible#and people will read it and realize I've just always been this bad#and I might as well never touch a keyboard again#I know logically this is wrong and im fine at writing and whatever I just posted is okay#but illogically I cant believe that until a second party goes 'nice' and I can stop spiraling and realize I'm not crazy or a liar#or need to go delete everything and hide in a ditch#anyways I need to go to bed
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i wrote another rambly dennis analysis and deleted it <3 y'all don't need that
#ada speaks#this happens every time im on my period like fucking clockwork there's something wrong with me#dennis' essence is contained in the ovaries#it was some shit about how he's not actually the cis male power fantasy so many idiot dudebros think he is#and that he's like. ok listen. this will sound insane and probably piss Someone off but.#dennis is like. the worst and most repressed aspects of a female power fantasy#which. the way glenn treats him is.#basically that#yes his character is inextricably linked to misogyny and male privilege but#it's almost like its coming from a perspective that lacks that and he's somewhat of a hypothetical and very opposite exploration#does this make sense#anyway i dont think i can explain this 👍 but i think he's somewhat of a guilty pleasure to write because of this#all sunny characters are sort of meant to be the Worst parts of humanity that you want to Exorcize as glenn puts it#but dennis feels so.#i don't know.#guy who fears loss of power & fights for it not bc he's aiming for the top but bc he is so afraid of being at the bottom ever again#partiarchy and all. you know.#his privilege (primarily in terms of wealth but also his gender) has been just as much of a curse as it has become a weapon#his parents' neglect & their wealth allowing them to throw money at maids lead to him being taken advantage of by an older woman at school#the view of the abuse and it being recontextualized and forced into a positive that shaped the rest of his life because men can't be raped#but i can't explain the. Thing behind this that feels so#pardon the binary#womancoded.#he's like a love interest in a pulpy romance novel written#and i think its partially because he tries to emulate that and its why he is somewhat successful with women#but i don't think it's because he's catering to them i think he's just. oddly a character that comes across like Women Writing Men#i will Not be commenting on what this says about glenn--#cw csa mention#i cant believe i deleted a post and then wrote a rant in the tags about the deleted post this is my curse#the other one was worded better too 👍
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